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Blind Date...
TOnight I went on a blind date that my step dad has been insisting that I go on since like Sept. So, last night I got up the nerve and finally went without cancelling the date. It went good..He has a good job, never been married, no kids..clean freak..(like my step dad) which is not a bad thing. The whole time I just kept thinking this is too good to be true...What are your issues? Why have you never been married? That is so not good of me to to. I wish that I could just go with the flow and not read too much into everyone and everything. I am just so scared to let myself fall for the wrong guy, or end up in a bad relationship again. I am just looking for someone that can be my best friend. Who can laugh at me when I do all the stupid thing's that I do. Who will come home and tell me that I am AMAZING!! Who will have fun with my kids..Who can have fun and laugh no matter what we are doing...and just love me for me. SO, I will keep you posted on how this guy turns out...wish me luck!!!