CandieLand

Ugh...Wondering what life has in store for me? It is starting to get really hard! Last night the X came to visit the kid's after he had been away in Seattle for a week looking for jobs..Well, he came in the house and did not even bother to pay attention to the kids that have been missing him so much..He was trying to start a fight with me..and asking me what I had been doing..I then told him, this is not about me and you. They are right her wanting to see you and spend time with you..he continued to ask questions and then my son told him that I went on a Blind date and he blew up..my daughter told him that it was ok that i was now dating and he told her that she did not need to go with him anymore and he then left and slammed the door. WOW!! it has almost been a year since we have been divorced! I think it is okay that I am dating now and I have had many talks with Braxton and Kenlee about not dating until they are ready. They are now okay with mom being happy! So, anyway...woke up to a text this morning telling me that he does not want to see his kids anymore and to not have them call him..He said when I get married he is no longer paying child support and wants the guy to adopt them. I am so ANGRY!!!! angry that he can hurt them like this..ANGRY that I ever married a guy like him in the first place!! sad that he is going to destroy their lives!! what do I do? I don't know what do tell Braxton when he does not come around..even though I think he is Evil!! I do know that they still need their dad!!! I know that I am very strong..but, It is hard not to cry when I look at Braxton and he asks me questions...and I don't want them to see my sad!! I want them to know that everything is going to be okay!!! We can do this!!!