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Lunch....
Ryan called me today and asked me to do lunch. Last night we were textin..in which textin is hard, and not personable, and easy to mis-read. but, he was textin thing's to me that were kinda scaring me off..in which made me sad. because, I was like... here is this good looking guy with his head on his shoulder, no kids, never been married..Funny, dresses well, wants the family life..and he is being too pushy and I in return am going to RUN!!! Well, today at lunch he apologized and said that he understands that I need to take thing's slow..and that I am not wanting him to get to know my kid's until I am ready..he is okay with taking thing's at my pace..ahh..I feel much better now. Dating is so hard. specially when you have been married before and no what you don't want but, are not sure what you do want..well, to a certain level!! for now it is good and I am hoping for more dates and to see where things go...xoxoxo